May 31

flags

I didn’t know
memorial day was coming
until I drove down the street
to a sea of large
American flags
waving in the wind
from telephone poles

it used to be just
the influx of people
coming here for their
precious 3 day weekend
that set me off
but this year
this time
it is more than that
so much more

the sight of the flag(s)
blowing around
like they own the joint
is bad enough
but even the colors now
strike a nerve in me
I think it’s the
idiotic people
that have formed a cult
around the flag
to worship their
almighty trump
the lunacy
the disgusting nature
of these supposed
god fearing people
their hate
their racism
their lies
it’s just fucking disgusting
they have tarnished that flag
they have turned it into
a damn prop
that means next to nothing
outside of their politics
hatred and lies

this isn’t the same country
that my grandfather fought for
in WW2
this isn’t the same country since
Korea or Vietnam
hell, it isn’t even the same country
that is was
during Iraq 1 or 2 or even Afghanistan!

this is new
but it had been festering underground
for far too long
so long
that when it finally showed up
most of the country
didn’t even think it was real!

I’m s sick of humanity
keep your fucking flag
empires were made to crumble

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May 29

my new office

at this new place
I have a new office
I don’t look at it as an office
I look at it as my room
my place
my sanctuary
my church
my own whorehouse
with me as it’s only
occupant

the place is a shit tip
envelops and mailers
ripped up
on the floor
I have a collection of
empty wine bottle behind me
to my left in the corner
I have a graveyard
of empty cigarette packs
that I will eventually
tear up and use
as bookmarks
I’m surrounded by
the greatest books that
have ever been written

I sit at this desk
write my amazing poems
listening to music
if I’m not writing
I stand up over at the dresser
reading these great books
to get inspired
then come back here and write
chain smoke
and drink bottle after bottle
of red wine
until the sun comes up

I’m in here the majority
of the day
it seems like
I better start making
a little scratch
off this writing thing
before my wife
realizes that I’m a sham
then the jig will be up
I’ll have to go be a real human
get a job
to make some other fucker rich
while barely getting paid
enough
to live in the most horrible
and awful way imaginable

if you are reading this
you can send your
check or money order
fuck, even cash
to:

Matt Wall
P.O. Box 5502
Sugarloaf, Ca. 92386

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May 28

give me something good to read

I used to think that anyone could write anything great
I never thought that it had to do with anything in particular.
lately,
as I am older,
I look at what people younger than me write
and also what people older than me write.

it seems that the younger generations are writing
about love lost that somehow
was horribly abusive

older folks
older than me I should say
seem to write in a safety
that I find both challenging and disgusting.
they speak of nothing by using large words.
painting a picture of utter nothingness
that might roll well off the tongue.

I picked up some poetry books
read through them
and it sounds like some
high school angst bullshit.

I picked up a book from a writer
who’s career has spanned four decades
and it’s soft.
he wasn’t always soft
but this was trite pap.

where the fuck is all the danger?
where is the realism in this escapism?
there is nothing!
NOTHING

we live in a society
where everyone has to have the same
opinion
or they are
unpersoned.
this is ludicrous and complete crap

the few are the loudest
and the loudest are the fascists
they are the ones who scare everyone
into thinking the same
doing the same
saying the same
being the same.

this is all shit

give me danger
give me blood
give me love
give me fucking
give me murder
give me depression
give me suicide

take these victims away
throw them into a burning vat
of self pity and shit

we need to take the word
take these typed pages
by the balls and kill them
beat the masses with our written words
and let their souls rise from the ashes
of crap and mediocrity
like a phoenix made out of feces and bone.

fucking hell,
i just want something good to read.

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May 27

why is poetry not very popular? she asked

people have been led to believe
that they are too stupid to understand it
because every fucking crappy
cocksucking fucking college prof
who was a failed poet
who now just teaches people what poetry is
explains to them that poetry
is fucking complicated
and obscure
and that you have to use form

form is dead
it is fucking dead
it’s as dead as crunk
you know what I’m saying?

you shouldn’t have to go out
buy a dictionary
to read a book of poetry
poetry in it’s simplest form should be saying
something complicated in a very simple way
using as few words as possible
if you want to use a bunch a big words
and as many of them as possible
go write a fucking novel
and call it:

“sucking my own dick,
my trite fucking penis
by cocksucker of the universe”

poetry seems like something that
very effeminate people are into
because that is the way it has been presented
yes there are effeminate people who are into poetry
but there are also very masculine people
who are into poetry

it is a type of therapy
type of expression
I would never say someone spilling their guts on paper,
wasn’t a poet
even if I thought it was complete and utter shit
because it IS poetry
is it good?
no
but it’s poetry

that’s the reason why poetry is not popular
because the fucking gatekeepers
these fucking form nazi fuckers
that make it what it is
have made people believe
that it is a complex thing
that not everyone can master
the only thing that they can ‘master’
is masturbating
so fuck them

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May 26

hungover too early

hungover
sleepy
too early
got out of bed
to terrible pain
my feet were killing me
they were covered
in dried blood
all over the bottoms
from gashes on my heels
how did this happen?

bathroom
thought I would shit water
but instead
baby legs came out
this horrible toilet paper
didn’t know what was coming
it’s met it’s match

rushed out the door
car is going as fast as I can handle
the colors of all these
awful cars is making me sick
suns too bright
Mick is telling me
that time is on my side
but I don’t know
if I believe him

in a hospital parking lot
chain smoking
in order to keep
the coffee down
that the well trained barista
fucked up
by putting sugar in
I think I just saw
a black lab
driving
a Ford Bronco
jesus christ
not this morning please!
suddenly
all around me
these big beefy women
in scrub pants
with huge asses
fat bellies
tits of some kind
and beautiful
well kept hair
are being deployed
all around my car
for some reason
shit
there’s a man
kneeling by an oak tree
like he’s praying after
a touchdown!
it’s too early for this
kind of ridiculous madness
why is no one doing anything
about all of this?
shouldn’t the cops be called?
am I visible?
I just realized no one
has looked at me
since I’ve been parked here!
am I corporeal?
my heart is beating
I have a pulse thanks the gods
just pulled up
a fat old woman
in the car next to me
she’s forcing
a Egg McMuffin in
her gob
she hasn’t looked at me either
maybe I should
scream something at her
like BLACK LIVES MATTER!
or TRUMPS A MURDERER
or MEDICARE FOR ALL
jesus I feel sick
the idea of shouting any slogans
no matter how true
has upset my stomach
the waves of throbbing
have hit my brain now
I have to get this awful coffee
down…

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May 25

Poetic Anarchy (UPDATED)

UPDATED! (6-9-21)

What is Poetic Anarchy?

I believe that there is true art out there. True art that has been silenced by preconceived notions about what art is and what art can be.

The literati, for far too long, has perpetrated this charade that “how” you say, is better than “what” you say. This is complete bullshit.

How many of you have loved a poem because of how many syllables it had or how the meter worked? Probably none of you. But I bet some of you have fallen in love with some of those same poems because of what was said, the feeling behind the words and the impact it had on your life.

This is poetry. This is art.

Now is the time. If you have been afraid of poetry because you have been programed to not understand it, this is time for you to step up, to take control of your own thoughts and share them with a hungry world who has been starved on a steady diet of trite shit.

Poetry isn’t safe. Poetry should make you bleed. It should scare you because of things it could make you do. I believe poetry to be the loaded gun that points, cocked and loaded, into the mouth of our backwards society.

If you believe this too, join me for a four week hardcore study of what poetry is and what kind of poet you can be.

After the course, we will have a live virtual poetry reading and some of your selections will be published in a paperback anthology book of the poets that come out of the class.

I’m doing this because I believe I can help you write the poetry that you have always wanted to write but were afraid to for so long.

So what do you get?

We will meet from 6pm to 8pm PST on Tuesdays and Thursdays for four weeks starting on June 22nd.

The classes will be very interactive.

You will also receive my digital chapbooks on writing and publishing, TYPE HARD, TYPE FAST and TYPE DAILY.

Access to a private Discord server with me and the rest of the class.

At the end of the course, you will be invited to read your work at a virtual poetry reading.

Your work will also appear in a paperback anthology book of the poets from the class entitled POETIC ANARCHY VOLUME 1.

Remember WHAT you say is more important than HOW you say.

If this is for you, you want more information or if you just want to sign up, click this link here

See you in the course and KEEP FUCKING WRITING!

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May 25

Cal-Trans

driving
down a busy road
I saw the Cal-Trans signs
didn’t read them
I never do
they annoy me
30 guys standing around
with maybe 2 of them working…

we were in the fast lane
on a four lane road
I saw him
but didn’t believe him
he was cartwheeling
through the air
towards us
I slammed on the brakes
and he landed on our hood
then rolled off

the screeching of brakes
from multiple cars
filled the air
when everyone was stopped
we got out, ran to the front of the car
looked down on the asphalt
he was there
eyes opened wide
laying on his back
body convulsing in strange ways
the look on his face told me
that he couldn’t believe what had happened
either
he still had on his hi-vis vest
even his hardhat
he coughed a couple times
each time blood shot out
then landed on his face
the blood seemed to glow

a hysterical girl
maybe 16 or 17
got out of the car in the next lane
she was screaming loudly
even though her hands were over her mouth
she was the one who hit him
when he ran across the road

I was frozen
my wife knelt down
held the dying man’s hand
she spoke softly to him
I think it helped
but had no real way of knowing

those 11 minutes went by
so slowly
it was as if years were inching by

the sirens seemed to be underwater
very far off
I felt like I aged ten years
by the time the medics took over

I don’t think I moved the entire time…

where the fuck were we going?
Popeye’s
we were going to Popeye’s
for chicken and coleslaw

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May 24

trickle, trickle, puddle

for the first time in my life
there wasn’t a line in the post office
just one guy at the counter
that I had to wait on

this wouldn’t be bad
I’ll be in and out
he was asking questions
about the price of shipping
something to Canada
he seemed upset
with the employees response

jesus, I thought
this may take awhile

he had a cane
but didn’t look much older than I
he hung his cane on the counter
and was confused by packaging materials

I looked at his leg
he was wearing shorts
then I saw it
a small drip of blood
drip turned to a heavier drop
it trickled down his leg
soaking into his sock

I looked around
I was still the only other person there
how could he not feel that
then another trickle ran down
then another
another
another

his sock was completely red
and filled like an overflowing
sponge
then I saw bubbles
come out of the sole of his shoe
blood leaked out of there
and it bubbled
making noises
surely if he couldn’t feel the wetness
of the blood
he would be able to hear the bubbles
popping continuously

but he was still trying to find the
difference between priority shipping
and first class
the puddle was growing
getting closer to my feet
in flip flops
I paced back and forth
and first I thought
the puddle was following me
but it was growing at such great speed
I could be anywhere in the lobby
and that pool would’ve found me

I made little noises
hoping to get their attention
how do they not know this is happening
I jumped up on a table on the other side
of the lobby
where you fill out your forms

how can that guy
stand
breathe
not pass out
with all that blood missing from his body?

he decided that he wouldn’t ship his
package that day
turned and slipped just a step from the door
gravity pulled him towards Earth
so quickly
I thought he would go through the Earth
instead of just crashing on it

I didn’t get down
the employee and I
stared at each other
neither of us
rushing to help the man
that was doing the backstroke
in his own blood

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May 20

Monique Powell’s tits

I’ve had a case of Natty Light
a couple cans of Coors
half a bottle of Yellowtail Shiraz
and this awful bottle
of Dark Horse Cab Sauv
the DH is very oaky and vinegary
it’s kinda gross
but I was hoping that I would be
drunk enough not to notice

no dice

I’ve smoked way too many cigarettes
and a little pot
listening to a ton of ska
The Beat, Specials, Less Than Jake,
Desmond Decker, The Melodians, Toots
and Save Ferris and many others

but listening to Save Ferris
reminds me of
many years ago
when I saw them play
at Westminster Manor
w/ Acme Bomb Factory

one point in their set
Monique started talking
said that she just got her
nipples pierced
asked if we wanted to see them
the crowd went wild
she put her money where her mouth was
and where my mouth wished it was
and flashed the crowd

it was like fucking slow motion
seeing those tits
they were fantastic
not because they were pierced
not because of the size
but because their shape
compared to her body
they were perfect

she was a saint that night
it made quite the impact
I’m still thinking about it
20+ years later
at 4:14 am
drunk as fuck
just because I heard
Lies

thank you
Monique
you’re lovely

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